panic! at the disco + music videos
When I have days like this I feel like dying.. Sometimes I feel like my life is a never ending spiral going down and down, I don’t ever get a chance to relax and when I do I always end up feeling unsure about everything. My mind going a million miles a minute.
Since I could remember I’ve always had the fizzy end of the lollipop and it’s sad to thing that the real evil and selfish people end up winning in the end and the good are left to die. What are we living for if we all just end up in the same place; six feet under.
I’m not a jealous person and don’t consider myself envies of others, most days I’m happy with my life and I guess that’s how it is really, we all have good and bad in and around us.
But god damn it!! I’m so sick of the stupid fucking stuck up people getting everything. I really believe that this is hell and we are just all waiting to die. We suffer with the agony of questing what the fuck our purpose is in this world! It’s hard enough that is filled with materialistic/superficial people consumed by vanity, envy, and greed. Unfortunately I’m stuck in this endless circle of pure crap.